Back to Square 1

Do you ever feel like your life is starting to finally make a little bit of sense. Like there is a path God is leading you down it maybe be a little abstract but you feel like it's the right direction. Then all of the sudden things change. The path is not what you thought and you are suddenly yanked in a totally different direct. I don't know whether I'm just not very good at listening or if God is saving from a path I was never ment to go down. Either way I feel like a little peice of my heart is breaking. No specifics. I'm just saddened that when I feel like I'm begining to understand and find security God does something that takes me right back to square one. Sometimes I think that after all that has happened in the past few years I deserved a little break. I forgot that trials really never stop coming, and we are meant to grow with each and everyone of them. Wheather the seem small or grand.