ALONE!!!

Ok so it is 6:30am in the morning not an usual time for me to be up especially beacause I leave for work in about an hour. But when you didn't go to bed until almost midnight 6:30am is not fun. Dan is in Newark DE this weekend. You would think that I would be used to him being gone for a few days at a time by now. He has been traveling ever since we met. More so in the last year or two but still. I totally can't sleep when he isn't home. I am pretty self sufficient and sometime enjoy my alone time (don't get me wrong I always miss him) but Never ever ever do I sleep well when he's not there. I usually have to wait until I am deleriously tired to even try to go up to bed. Otherwise I just lay there and my mind races, I hear ever little noise of the night, and if its windy or there is a storm forget it. I never have trouble once I'm asleep. I sleep pretty sound but lets put it this way. I have to turn on a fan, well a heater this time of year even when he is home to drown out the sounds. So I really getting to sleep is aweful when he's gone. Man.... this is going to be a long weekend.